Reality

after realizing i have to update this thing, I'm finally back.

now, as in the title, let's face reality. what do you see now? joy? happiness? or maybe confusion? or misconception?

for those guys and girls of my age, they will face the current reality which is the fact that the national exams is rapidly approaching. to be honest with you, all subjects are found very hard to do, especially B.I.

I just can't do it. you got to have instincts as sharp as a katana blade. now the fact is that EVERYONE found the questions are easy and not that hard you get their head round them. let me tell you this, the answer of the question are mostly not the obvious ones. you have to thoroughly read and convince yourself at least 3x just to get the answer.

For MTK, i don't really find it that hard, but it's complex. what you need in this subject is just a steady eye and a quick head for those huge number calculations.

I have a neck when it comes to science, the long memorization of theories and formulas will be quite crucial. physics are quite scary in some ways but you still have to face it

try-outs are critical to know how will you do. and up until now, i only ranked 2 for 2 consecutive times. and it's usually ends with a thin margin between me and the first placer

well i think that's about it for today, i'll post in the next days. until then farewell...

Now Playing : The Shattered Fortress - Dream Theater

Music

Music - it's what we would normally hear these days. we hear almost all the time. and in many forms as well, instruments, beats and lots more.

these days there are new bands and solo singer which offer various kinds of genre, like pop, RnB, hiphop, rap, and my personal favorite, Metal (i don't like punk rock okay? it's too much pain in my throat..)

personally, i have no idea what are the name of the bands and singer of today since I'm a classic music kind of guy. i like Queen, Metallica and Dream Theater or any band of some sort, any band that has a cool guitar solo on their every song. oh yeah I sometimes love jazz and things that are mellow. for the singers, again i'm with the classics but i do like RAN and Afgan sometimes.

now, the annoying part - theme. now, i would normally dislike modern songs on love, especially those kinds of songs in my nation (seriously, all they say is either "cinta", "sayang" or "Selamanya"not that i hate them i just dislike them). i think classic songs on the subject is more serene and more sensible on the lyrics because let's face it, love itself doesn't literally last forever.

why i personally like metal ? to be honest i have no idea why. it's just that when i listen to things like Enter Sandman, i feel comfortable and sometimes drowsy in other words peace. Now, I'm a huge fan of Dream Theater right now, mainly because of their sense of melody and speed.

well that's all for now. my sis isn't at home till tomorrow so i'm going to be very lonely... bye...

Love : What is it then???

hey everyone, I'm back.

for most of the time i've been thinking, "why do people fall in love? what is love". everyone in this world has their own perspective of what love is. some say it's a test of loyalty, some say it's a serene feeling for someone. i think they're all wrong. i think, in my point of view, love is one of the torture god has made for us.

The thing is, why am i saying love is a test of torture it's because that when you ARE in love, you feel so full of joy and affection but once you broke up and not in love anymore, you are full not joy but regret, sadness, and other terrible feelings you might felt.

another thing is that when you fall in love, all your social relations is carefully watched by yourself or by your girl/boyfriend. to me that's a problem because after that you can't go with just any friend, they will ask you who are you going with. it usually left a worrying feeling every time you're going along.

one more thing, who you're dating with also counts. once my parents told me, "find one eho is both a beauty and smart as well. looks with no brains is just rubbish." it's right and i'm glad i made the right choices after all this time. also, don't love your heart out because once you broke up, it might kill you...

that's about enough. i'll see you guys later. bye!

P.S. : I should've done this yesterday but my internet connection went cuckoo so i can only post it now...

School

Hey, I'm back.

I've been thinking. how's your school doing? if you ask me that question, I would say, "not quite well". you see the thing is, to be honest, my school's been a wack since my 3rd year start. I don't even quite like the way things have been going around afterwards. If you think about it, my 1st and 2nd year days isn't as wacked as this year. firstly the 1st day itself doesn't feel that good, and the activities done isn't that well-organized but all and all it's quite good actually. then comes the biggest problem by a long mile, our new principal. This bloke is, to be honest, a bit of a pain.

Here are some of my personal problems about him.

one, he always makes sudden rules, like the fact where GIRLS also have to use a belt just like the boys and if they dont wear a belt, they would have to use a plastic rope to be used as a belt (a.k.a TALI RAFIA) but when we ask them why should we, he couldn't say a single word. i guess it's a problem of formality or maybe just to look good.

two, the rule to lock the class door (from 7th-9th grade) in order to avoid student property loss, like food containers or money. for the money, that rule's fine but food containers?? i guess it would've been better if the culprit is found red-handed with a spoon and a fork. I mean, who would steal other one's food for ? To save their pocket money? proposterous, obviously.

three, he makes us use correction tape rather than a correction pen whenever we made a mistake in writing with a pen. but what for? you see the thing is, he said that to avoid dirtying the class and to avoid vandalism. oh c'mon, we're grown-ups not toddlers. we have the head to think what's right and wrong.

then the teachers are completely different than the last 2 years. and i have to be honest, they still have to adapt with who we are. but that problem can be sorted in just a few months.

but in the end i hope this will be my best and final year in Kallista and then my big farewell will come.

that's all for today. i'll see you later then. Bye !

1st post !

hi everyone. I'm Vian, I'm 14 and this is my personal note about my everyday activity. since this is my 1st post i'll start short and continue on in later posts. byee...